I remain astounded as to how I can talk so fluently in type, or even in speech to others I find myself with a lack of attraction towards. Yet completely speechless in front of any male I find remotely attractive. You see in the presence of an attractive man, I find myself nigh unto incapable of forming words.
Why is this? Only the Lord, who made me and is so good to me, knows. I'm sure scientists have come up with some brilliant, intelligent sounding, hard-to-pronounce word for this condition. I simply refer to it as the awkwardness of my age, and the absurd fear of verbally embarrassing myself and my over-emotional ego.
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